There came a little nudge.
At first just a tingle,
Starting in that long forgotten, aperture of my mind.
Aging quickly here in my ordinary encephalon jungle.
The illuminating truth
Independently hijacks my stagnation
A flooding brightness of a third-eye.
The tingle now growing electric
Opens and awakes
The power of enchantment
The ignition of ancient stars,
Who flirt and wink to one another
Across the infinity of gods,
share their foregone secrets
They gift to us.
I now have knowledge
The air that flows inside me,
giving me precious life
also gave life to primeval creatures before,
and will give existence to all that will ever be.
Their love, gave me my love.
And my love will give the future love.
We all are one.
From beginning, to end.
We have always existed and will always be.
The twinge, now growing vital
with the rhythm of my blood.
Expands my soul
past possible bellows.
Gilding my veins with ancient magic.
He is coming home.
I feel it,
I feel him.
I know it as truth, and tremble.
My Divine is coming home.
Modestly, I have to come to acknowledge:
I am a woman.
I am a soul in a human form.
Inside I glow.
Though I have been rent in-two with my birth
I am an Empress
Tendered with abundant, arcane knowledge.
But also, I am an Emperor.
Father of myself
No longer ignoring my intuition.
Ruling my chosen path.
And finally accepting: it is not a sole journey
But it is one, we all travel alone.
For I am a soul, traveling wholly
for the sake of love.
To collect inside
Awareness of the Divine.
Within my arms,
You will find a hidden strength
Constructed from love
Mastered by heartache.
My courage has been forged by fear
My persistence established from failure
I am born of stars
Always meant to light the way,
To find my union again
The daughter of God,
I am saved by grace.
The sister of earth,
It is mine to protect and cherish.
And Eternal mother to all,
For love is what saves me in the end.
Yes, I am a woman.
But I am also you.
Merging back to wholeness:
It has always been our destiny.
We’re the gods of love and war,
trying to find our way.
Alike to Venus, cascading for Mars.
Meant to share our gift together,
a love-child Cupid,
To be a gate back to innocence
And a higher collective consciousness.
With our unique signature to contract:
We breed unconditional love.
To heal the world and it’s hurts as parents.
As mother’s and father’s to God’s children.
We are passion.
By loving ourselves,
We teach our love to you.
Lit with the heat of the sun.
Only we understand it’s pain.
It has been fated- The constellations.
The midnight-blue print of our mission:
To give love.
To be saved by love.
Ultimately to find union,
while eliminating human hate.
A blue chakra of communication drowns,
But in our excitement of heat,
Our connected 3rd eye is born.
Burning bright and hot in its ionized molecules.
We must collide and face the fears of stardust.
But what stubborn hearts are we?
To be so sacrificed,
And still so alone?
Always fighting the magnetism
Trying to continue to be separate poles.
In need of the flip of attraction.
Oh lover, what could we be?
If we learned to flip and yield?
Imagine the fabled strength as gods!
To protect each other’s weaknesses.
To be two expansive universe’s
We could heal all life through love.
Avoiding disaster and Typhoon.
We were always meant to merge back to one.
Toward our beginning.
And as for me, I will always travel light years
To return back home,
Always to you.
(artist unknown, statue in Berlin)
I will be your mermaid,
Come swim in my deep seas.
Listen to my shell songs,
While dancing fancy and stark free.
We can challenge epic legends,
And prove our salt-air stake.
Beading pearls from oysters,
For our treasured heart’s keepsake.
The seahorses will be our witness,
To our marriage beneath the waves.
Where we will caper and grow spry,
And laugh in secret pirate caves.
Come capture my fabled love, Neptune.
On my playground of shipwrecked vessels.
The sun can streak our tresses,
As moonbeams whisper cheerful freckles.
I will be your mermaid;
And always blow sails of kisses to you above.
Lets swim away together
To live eternal in a sea of our iridescent love.
When I say- I love you.
I don’t say it to save you.
-I say it to destroy myself-
The old self,
The restricted self,
And my intolerant self.
I say those words-
Not because of you,
-I say it to awaken-
To be reborn,
Leaning on self acceptance,
For my ascension to my providence.
But it is because of you-
That I now glow from within from the light of stars.
-And because of you-
I will arise as a warrior worthy of love.
And when in silence,
I sit and think,
And memories I thank.
I feel your warmth,
Still tug in my heart,
As Venus paints love,
While we are apart.
I know that soon,
when I go to sleep,
Safety I’ll find,
Dreams of you I will keep.
As you rained down,
Onto my delicate skin.
I felt the heat blister,
To grow jungles within.
Feeling your groundswell,
Under my sieved gaze,
We were flagged,
Marked as yours-
(Gift from My Love by kamillyonsiya on Deviant Art)
Oh mockingbird- why do you laugh,
With forlorn magic under your hat?
The universe spirals the wheel of spoils,
Yet your quills write love-songs, teased with coil.
Hide beneath your feathers, those rare rainy jewels.
They’re tiny glittering teardrops, of hopeful fairy dew.
Do you see me, or do you foretell my mimicking potential?
Of loving him forever, for knowing him is consequential.
His elegant smile- opens my great fortress of shade.
And pulls forgotten blooms forward: creating abundance of wildflower glades.
He makes me fly with kind words, and not flattery.
Collecting twigs for his nest, I am his home, eternally.