Being tossed fro and to,
On emotions of hullabaloo.
Hope’s smile keeps me wishing,
Miscommunicated dreams you’re squishing .
Do I offer any value?
Connected minds once, but now unglued.
Freezing a slow slice death ,
Proportioned self-festering sighs of breath.
Wait. Till tomorrow’s warm sun,
Promises to play again jolly, hot-cross-bun.
Do I let you fade black?
Hide-and-seek betrayal and watch my back?
Guessing at things trivial
Holes- my worm eaten heart piecemeal.
Sweet blessings no longer dignify.
For now, to you, I must say goodbye.
My value is found but a mere mite
I’d rather go abroad, than rot a blight.
I cannot move forward coexisting.
With you aloof and my love resisting.
And though it hurts and pains me so,
I must find strength in letting you go.